August 2011
1 post
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February 2010
1 post
I AM SO SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED AFTER TODAY!
January 2010
6 posts
staying here when i go to england! →
December 2009
3 posts
Giving breath to what was compressed
Fall is a transition into brisk air: summer stole from me a love impaired. With it’s threshold strength, and lack of merrit; the days grow shorter, as the memories loose luster. How can you let go of something you never had; forget about something that you longed for, but couldn’t fully grasp? Dirt consolidates whats left of you under the dreck, it solitifys that my time with you is...
“Sometimes, when the wind blows and catches my hair I feel the touch of his hand upon my cheek. Then I will smell the aroma of burning clove; burning like we had that summer unforgotten. Shortly following, my senses become overwhelmed and my mind runs away with the thoughts of yesteryear. I visualize the still shots and short scenes of a younger I, enthralled in the vanity created with...
November 2009
6 posts
”It was not the poor countries who conqured and looted the entire continents for centuries, nor did they establish colonialism, reintroduce slavery, created modern imperialism.These poor countries were and still are its victims”.
-Fidel Castro
I have been reading some fucked up shit about western imperialism, and I’m really starting to feel disgusted with myself and every other person who...
“But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.”
-William Butler Yeats
And I you, and I you.
That was his response. “And I you, and I you.”
Do you?
If I was bare, tangled hair, alone- black and blue.
Would you come and try to?
Would you? Would you?
Car sinking down, the ocean does not count it’s own.
I tryed to save, would you?
Nostalgic for the times we used to—And I you.
I miss your body’s lines—-
I never needed time,...
Fresh washed hair feels good untill encountering the cold brisk air
Spend all day planting flowers, next month the garden will be covered in weeds
Try to be real, honest, and sincere, but one word will change the meaning and its back to introductions
It’s the impulse, the misuse, the desire to understand
The rain, the wind, and flying limbs
I want to explain myself to you- Let me do...
politicians are fucking stupid
what does rotten fish have to do with health insurance?
fucking republicans.
September 2009
3 posts
“Illic es tantum insequor , is sequax , districtus , quod defessus.”
Why solitify when no object is solid?
And were all just moving through a dimension that we can’t even call real.
What is universally true?
Can I, can I please, get some fucking insight.
Hey God, whatsup.
My names Kayla, yah’know they tell me I’m your kid.
So I don’t know, maybe we could catch a Mariners game sometime. Get a hot dog or something.
I’d really...
August 2009
9 posts
I will dig a hole Save my pennies for a rainy day I will dig a hole Savin pennies for a rainy day I’m not scared I will build a wall Sensing trouble from a mile away I will build a wall Saw it comin from a mile away I’m not scared I’m not scared Try when your inside’s out I don’t even try, I know I have seen the best I’ll have I don’t even try I will just...
He thinks I’m adorable? Well, I guess you could call it that.
I don’t want anyone of these boys I’ve been spending my time with. I can’t have what I want, because the idea can no longer exist.
Murphy deserves way more credit than it recieves.
holy shit, and i am stunned that there is not one bit of information on the internet about this book. ridiculous.
“I had all the characteristics of a human being—flesh, blood, skin, hair—but my depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep, that my normal ability to feel compassion had been eradicated, the victim of a slow, purposeful erasure. I was simply imitating reality, a rough resemblance of a human being, with only a dim corner of my mind functioning” — Bret Easton Ellis (American...
Tommy and his damn car bomb
everything is changing so damn fast
Everyones leaving to go to school, and I’m still stuck here. Can things go back two years? When did I start growing up?
It’s like I have been on the same page of a book for years, reading and re-reading the context, trying to comprehend the words. But now, I have no choice but to keep reading. I don’t want to turn the page.
time to go see my shrink
There is just some people you will never...
I guess I’m calling him my first love, because unfortunately thats what he was. I told him he was going to kill himself, I told him if he kept it up it would be his demise. He never listened, probably because he didn’t care. He was such a smart boy, but such a troubled being. I wasted so much of my energy trying to save his life. None of it did any good.
I never actually believed he...
July 2009
15 posts
I saved this as a draft on my phone last night...
The irony of this is in the fact that no one knows the thoughts compiling in my mind. No one would guess, no one could. I can read everyone in this room; I can see through their phony facial expressions and verbal implications. You won’t know, and you don’t care. But the embrace I feel when I’m so in depth in the idea of reality is more discerning than Bukowski’s best...
I wish I could turn my brain off.
I hate arguing religion with my mom, I feel so guilty afterwards.
But I can’t fathom the idea of this God everyone seems to be so infatuated with. Why must I put a name and a face to a being that tells me to do everything that I already know is morally correct? I just really hope she rights. I hope there is a God, and I hope on judgment day he takes her to that heavenly oasis in the clouds...
Seattle
I’ll be there in a few hours.
It’s going to be strange seeing all my old friends.
I’m over the scene, and they’re still playing it up.
/Ughg a night of terrible music awaits my ears!
Classical music is inspiring.
I wish I never talked about it
I should have held it in, kept it all to myself. But unfortunately, I’m not good at that.
So, this is my life.
I’m not bitter dear.
Note to Self:
-Call things by their rightful name
-Detach from the impulse
“I was naturally a loner, content just to live with a woman, eat with her, sleep with her, walk down the street with her. I didn’t want conversation, or to go anywhere except the racetrack or the boxing matches. I didn’t understand t.v. I felt foolish paying money to go into a movie theatre and sit with other people to share their emotions. Parties sickened me. I hated the...
they should call fireworks by there appropriate...
Like the ones that sound like screaming woman and children should be called, “Yugoslavia circa 1993”. Or the ones that sound like sniper shots, “D Day”. Calling it “Super Extreme Missal” just dosen’t fit.
June 2009
37 posts
I Tweak
Markie: “How’s tumblr?”
Me: “TUMBLRS CUTEEE!”
Michael: “What’s Tumblr?”
Markie: “A blog.”
Michael:”She blogs….”
Runs House is on and they’re talking about blogging….ironic for the convo were having.
Michael: “I tweet.”
These are cute, "Things to do while your bored" →
I made dinner tonight.
Now, there’s only one reason why I would ever make dinner; because I had nothing better to do.
I’ve sat at home all day, and believe you me, I am not a home-body.
It’s eating at my mental health, so I’m eating a lot of chocolate.
I was following someone in Iran on twitter
thatjeffreykid:
now their account “doesn’t exist” :|
Holy fucking shit.
That’s frightening. I mean, they could be dead.
Then again, they could of just decided that blogging was a waste of their time.
I need a new muse
I’m tired of the ones I have.